haha quick one. just went to watch duplicity - it was pretty good :P and I cooked porridge for the first time today and it was not bad :D AND CTS ARE OVER WOOTS. lag but wdv. oh man. I realised that as I was typing this, I forgot that I just had that bio paper this morning haha totally forgot that today is friday. nvm. gonna sleep.

I'm not having any progress with my study plan of sorts. argh. although I have watched all the movies there are to be watched such that there's no more I can watch, which I say (or type, technically) with much regret. because drag me to hell is one of them. and I watched it at midnight, srsly, it scared the shit out of me. I suppose it was kindof funny though, the parts I watched. see, I was watching the sleeve of my windbreaker for about 80% of the show. the scary parts I managed to watch were pretty good I'd admit, overall good work from sam raimi as always and good fun for both horror and non-horror fans. now I don't even know whether I liked it or not. halfway through the show, one of the parts I was covering my face with my sleeve, I got severely shocked by the sound effects and I hollered," Oh god, I hate this show! I hate this show even though I'm not watching it!!" The guy in front turned fully around and stared at me then muttered something to his wife then they both sniggered. good job, me -.-"

at the moment, obviously I'm slacking off from studying which I haven't really done much of. I hate it, this dread I have for studying, I really dunno why I'd just rather die than study. I mean, subconsciously I'll be doing everything I can to get out of it. is there something called studyphobia - I think I have a chronic case of it :( speaking about studying, there's this song I really like and the mv's kinda cute; here it is :DDD


ohwells. some time back I put up his I Want Those Flashing Lights. he isn't really famous. sadly. which means it's kinda hard to find world of pain and download it. without streaming. dammit :{ and I think I'm getting hooked onto boys over flowers that possibly very frivolous korean drama that I haven't really watched a lot of, but I like the guy. that character junpyo (with straight hair, please). wdv. and his sidekick, I think the actor is kim bum. something like that. ahwells. can't wait for transformers: revenge of the fallen (TRANSFORMERS AHH AHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!!!!) to come out. and UP that funny cartoon boy and old man. the trailer is hilarious go watch it :D sigh. huiyi says screw ct2. I wish I could say that and do it without panicking my ass off. SIGH.

oh well. I want to complain. THE WEATHER IS FREAKING CRAZYYY RAWR. my house is a sauna, seeing as I have no aircon, and fans seriously don't help. I don't use the water heater when I bathe these days and I still wish the water was ten degrees colder. argh. and on friday after walking from rj to bishan mrt, I was sweating buckets I looked like I just had some kind of cardio workout and I think I could have fried an egg on my head. zhiwei was with me and I was telling her how somebody should invent THE AIRCON BUBBLE so that everybody can walk around in aircon bubbles on hot days. ok lah, it's something we won't be seeing around anytime soon :((( *sighs* ok. end of complain.

I've wanting to update this blog for the past 2 weeks but uh, everytime I wanted to I sort of got distracted and went to do something else :P so well after some reminders from yanwei, amin and someone less pleasant (and whom I find an incorrigible pest, no less), I finalllly decided to post something up :DDD so yes, went to watch a few movies over this past month. like uh detroit metal city, which I thought was pretty awesome lol. funny and funky :D and watching it I realised that the lead kenichi matsuyama is quite the actor cos he played that role damn well it's like the role was made for him. and it's quite cool that he sang the tracks for the movie as well. gran torino was also great - classic performance from clint eastwood (I'm now a fan of sorts :D) and the car is freaking nice :) confessions of a shopaholic was a bit ditzy haha but it was quite fun and funny lah. and I THINK HUGH DANCY IS CUTE :DDD and I just watched shinjuku incident last night; it was good lah, great development of characters and all that, but the show was well, tragic. it's the kind of show that makes me think too much after I watch it and mel if you're reading this it's totally not your kind of movie lol. it mostly shows the ugly side of human nature and sort of teaches you how to despair and be pessimistic:( something like that. but it was a good movie lah.

april fool's passed without any pranks pulled (on me lah) cos somehow everybody forgot or couldn't be bothered to plan or think of any this year lol. and! I've been watching american idol haha which I don't usually do. and! I like adam lambert! his vocals are quite awesome man! though I still think his ring of fire performance was sort of strange lol. but the vocals are still whoa :DDD ok this post a bit the not organised haha. going to sleep, byebye :)

ohwell I've had a conkedout week, literally. such that yixuan and yisheng bet on how many lessons I'll fall asleep in for the day (wth). but anyway went gymming yesterday and was totally zonked out after I got home. slept from 7pm till 'bout 11am this morning - 16 hours...the most I've slept in the longest time...

was mostly a boring day...and the idea of the first CTs creeping up on me keeps popping up in my mind from time to time, which makes me a little jumpy sometimes. I will die next week ahh - napfa and spas in the same two days! pe then chem spa on tuesday, then bio spa then pe on friday - really awesome, I tell you, I'm just gonna pass everything with flying colours cos of the adrenaline rush from 2.4 just before my chem spa...-.-"

watched slumdog millionaire last weekend; it was quite a good movie I suppose - one of those that shed some light on real conditions and are not overdramatised. I think it's quite cool that the movie was so lowcost but the plot was so good that now there's so much hooha about it. went to watch marley and me today and cried at the end lol. adoi I realise I cry easily when I watch uh sad shows or something haha. probably shouldn't watch sad movies with guy friends huh, they'll probably freak out when I start crying lol. and I can't freaking dl world of pain by colin munroe, which gets on my nerves :( haha just stumbled across colin munroe like last week, and now I'm pretty addicted by I want those flashing lights - I'm sort of strangely stuck on the chorus (or maybe the entire song). and my music library is getting stagnant again argh.


cool video. sort of :D

Due to my awesome clumsiness, I have managed to attain a grand total of 2 bruises on the same knee and 1 more on my elbow within the long span of one day -.- and I want to buy and read breaking dawn. nowww. but got no stock. damn. so I shall occupy myself with the inkheart trilogy. meh. haha this is my shortest and sianest post.

ohwell ok I'm in the midst of finishing my freaking vectora1 tutorial, which is like damn slow lah compared to others but whatever lah. and yanwei saw my previous blogposts and somehow he's now found 4 reasons to kill me, which is really motivating him to find the fifth one cos he says he will burn down my house when he finds 5 reasons to kill me lol. I am shaking and shivering in fear, yanwei >:P

finished the first 3 twilight books over the cny hols, and I'm (pretty) anxiously waiting for more stock of breaking dawn to come in (to popular, kino, borders, somewhere in singapore) so that I can bloody finish the series - I don't feel like starting on the inkheart series yet...but anyway, meanwhile there's midnight sun to keep me occupied I guess. lol I suppose it won't be wrong to say I'm a bit addicted to the twilight series at the moment - I find the storyline especially appealing, since I've liked vampire stuff for a long time, and I like robert pattinson as edward, whatever anti-twilight fans might say :P

it's been a frustrating and weird week, not knowing what to feel, with so many things catching up with me in the form of recent incidents. been feeling weird and out-of-sorts and disturbed. actually I really don't know what to feel, but one thing for sure, I think that bastards like that don't deserve rebounds in life, really. and he had no right to say what he said, soab. halfway through having this kind of emotions I remind myself that I'm probably supposed to treat him like he's dead (and I used to) and not give a damn about what's going on with his life but what I heard still disturbs me. and the fact that it disturbs me pisses me off. then I start to miss the me 10 years ago and I wonder how I handled it so well that I looked normal to everyone else. which makes me sorely discontent with the person that I am now.

dammit.

and I remembered that the children suffer the most when it happens. make what you can of it :/

ah la la that was totally random :P second week has started, and today had chem lecture and 2 hour chem tutorial after that O.O I have like bio and chem tutorial to do. and I haven't exactly completed my chem holiday assignment, which I absolutely abhor - holiday homework should be banned yarghhh.

the other day huiyi gave me a dreamcatcher she got from australia how cool is that huh my first dreamcatcher :DD thing is, I have nowhere above my bed to hang it -.- but anyway I've been relatively happy though still sleepy so far this week. first thing that made me happy was the dreamcatcher huiyi gave me. aiyah because I've been having this weird ohno-not-so-close-to-lasttime-closeclose-friends-anymore sad bout, so when I got the dreamcatcher I felt remembered!! :D call me weird but whatever :P oh oh the american idol auditions have started again! did I ever mention I love watching idol auditions cos I think the judges' reactions are the funniest thing on the show lol.

ohwells jervis is gonna be in germany for about half a year more (?) anyway I shall soon post pictures that he took with his zai camera when we had dinner the day before he left :P apparently he's in some uber cool place with nice scenery and nice wind!! woah man he's living in a german village how exciting is that!!! ok lah according to him not very but I think I would love the place from what I heard - awesome scenery and peace and whatnot there ><

and I am liking Folie A Deux pretty much :D yay. new music.

ohwell I'm posting this other one for today :P

haha ok the first week of school for the year has gone by, and...I have already written my first gp essay on politics bleargh. and we already know that there's a math lecture test and the real bio spa in week 8 -.- and! ms gan won't be here for the first term(!!) woah ok :P and anyway, ms ong left already :( so well we have a new gp teacher mrs yeo who's rather nice but a bit enthu about work loll. and ahh! we're j2s. that sentence just feels really weird, sliding through my brain like that lol.

went to the gym today with ser and yanwei and it was cool lol. haven't been to the gym for a long time - I suspect I might be a little O_O tmr but well it was still fun! and yio chu kang has nice duck rice :D and yanwei's probably gonna dig me up from where he buried me the first time he killed me too (which he hasn't, provided he's reading this), but today ser asked some question and he went "AI-OHH-OHH" (I dunno), which was positively very FUNNY AND CUTE XD

chinese new year coming cts coming competition coming napfa coming AHH. oh but haha one good thing is that I take napfa before my birthday this year WOOHOO. finally I get to reap some benefits from this irritating napfa system >:P okok gonna sleep (: